honest feelings

honest feelings.
this is my blog.
so i write what i want.
whatever.. anyway i private it by nov.
suckers.
i mean, if you are actually intimidated
by what i write, don't read.
why read it in the first place?
DAFAQ. i don't even know
you well and there you are. randomly
reading and commenting it like
it's my fault i feel this way. hating
what i posted just cause i feel this way.
yeah whatever, you acted this way.
so suck it up.
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sportsmanship.
you play a game, you want to have a good
match. sometimes you can't but just refer to
majority now. you can't play, at least try your best.
if not, don't play at all. you guys feel jaded,
yet went into the game. i posted how i felt you
guys think that i thought too highly of myself.
okay, here's the thing. i admit i am not a
strong player. not even close to strong just average.
maybe worst than average. that i agree.
i have many areas to be improved but for that
match i actually played my best. AND YES.
i was frigging disappointed cause i expected you
guys to win. i thought highly of you guys cause
of the skills you have and the right techniques and
proper training you had. sorry for setting such high
expectations then. i guess it's MY fault for being
truthful and somewhat sarcastic. sorry for posting
something you didn't want to see.
BUT HONESTLY? you don't want to see
something that upsets you, don't read at all.
that way you'll feel happier.
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okay gotta go for track and field.
gonna clear my head.
so long people.
buh byes.