maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love, but i will fight for you till then.

*

you dont know do you?That in a crowded place, will always search for you.

*

She says she is fine, but she is going insane.

She says she feels good, but she is in a lot of pain.

She says it's nothing, but it's really a lot.

She say's she is okay, but she is really not.

*

Even though you may want to move forward in your life,

you may have one foot on the brakes.

In order to be free, we must learn how to let go.

Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain.

The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.

*

You may pretend it never happen. But remember, in one point of your life,

that was what you wanted the most. It may not have worked out the way you

wanted. But never forget that it has once made you feel that you were the happiest

person on earth.

*

i'll just start a story.

*

she always seem too busy for anyone

except her friends. all the effort i've put in

and done, seems meaningless. i tried so

hard to get her attention but i never actually

did. she's like my life, i studied for her, did

everything to my best just for her, to make

her proud. in the end, everything like a broken

pencil is pointless. in the end, she didn't even

have the courage to confess after such a long time

that we've been together.

forever that coward. never able to face her demons.

*

he is always there for me. but it was really a busy

time for me. i didn't have time at all. he is really

the one, i don't ever want to lose him ever again.

times were really hard to cope we it happened.

all alone when the demons sink in. a cheerful and

hyped up expression is always what they describe

me to be, but inside it's just different. only he

understand how i really feel.it's all my fault that now

you're gone. so it's time for us to move on. just

friends you said. just friends.

*

everyone has their own demons it just three paths.

face it

escape it

work with it.

*

be yourself, that's what everyone says. at first,

i thought it'll be simple like primary school

mathematics. but no, it's hard really hard.

people admire how happy i could be at all times.

hope they could be like me, cheerful at all times

no matter what happens. in fact, that ain't true at all.

i find it hard maintaining like that. when times are

hard for them you always become the last motivator.

it somehow becomes your job to make the rest of them

happy no matter what. it's really hard. to everyone

out there, be yourself, admire people but don't imitate

them, be yourself. cause you are all special. even if

it's a very small part, you're still special. to anyone

that is true to you.

*

today watch lilo & stitch.

and was over to english drama

after went to buy beancurd for mum and glay.

took photos at cck with teddy bear for idare.

*

MUI if you're reading this, please really take

care of yourself. today when you fell, when i receive

the phone call, you scared the frigging heeby jeebzy

outta me. get well soon ok? give good dressing for your

leg and don't wake around so much(:

*

no, yeah. no. i don't want to be committed now.

that's all. been a long time since i've written so much.

nights(: