hey. guess i am back again.
honestly i have no idea why.
maybe it's just because i have
no one and no place to share
the feelings i feel now?
guess so. FOREVER ALONE.
okayyyyys anyway,
woke up at 7.30 this morning likka
early nia. anyway, it was SUPER
DUPER HOT. i got tanned only after
an hour or so. yup.. so after that was
supposed to go for lunch either with
track mates or home with sis and mum.
but outta the yellow(blue) kaki called
cause his gf kind of had some last min
project that she have to complete.
so went down to queensway to meet
him. on the bus ride, i was that tired
that i knocked my head against the front
seat a few times. moving on, we had lunch
and headed home. on the way home we
made a bet on how long would it take for me
to get into another relationship. the bet was 3
months. loser would have to treat a meal.-.
oh well. it'll be interesting though.
when i reach home i felt kinda uncomfortable.
shortly after, puked. like so drama..
but really i puked. brushed my teeth and went
to sleep. currently writing this stupid essay
that no one reads. so yeah. like DODOs are
having an outing that i can't make it once again.
so be it i guess. if it's going to be this hard to maintain
and feel warmth with them. forget it. i'll just stick to
bed and stitch. yeah.. thinking if i should head for
outdoor badminton today.. maybe i shouldn't
still not feeling well after all.-. but if kaki does anything
embarrassing i think i'll just bury myself(in the blanket)
and never come out again. but my racket is with him :(
oh well, i still got an hour to decide..
enjoy dinner first i guess(if i could even eat)
SO IN CONCLUSION,
TAKE CARE,
*
ask me out.
*
have a happy dinner(: