the harder one to get

i finally understood what that actually
meant though. another lesson that would
be learnt the hard way. i swear, i am
a real retard when it comes to relationship.
being honest just brings you no where.
cause people would just take advantage or
make use of your honesty and there you go.
another stupid mistake made. a girl wins when
the guy can't get her in the relationship, while
the guy wins when he got her when she finally
agrees. it's just the opposite isn't it? as long
as you care less in the relationship you're
the winner. the harder you are to get, the more
people want you as a challenge.
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so yesterday was friday. you don't say. anyway,
there was track & field training. so it started off
with gym then the rest. gym was fine until i had
to do both workouts. the one for throwers and
the other for the jumpers. damn tiring. after gym,
did followed the triple jumpers. everything was
going well till i did hurdles. usually all would be
on the first notch last one or two would be second
but i was so tired and there are so many things
on my mind i tripped over the last hurdle and got
a souvenir from training. just my luck. hurting myself
at least once for every week.
*
i really hope you didn't text me.
i would really give up if you didn't
fuck why?
why did you fucking text?
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have a great saturday ahead(: