a new start

hey all.
so, the picture above? it's the combination of an anchor and the infinity sign (you don't say). so the anchor represents hope and steadfastness. well, i want to explain but i'll just state the main points and put the link below if you want to read more about it. so, it basically means adventure, as well as perseverance. like the point of view and where you stand. having your own choice deciding what you want to do in a sense. http://www.aseekersthoughts.com/2012/02/anchor-as-symbol.html
okay to the infinity sign, is endless or rather eternity. cause in my life i have always believe that the end is just another beginning. like in friendships, relationships and so on so forth. so yeah. that's about it.
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in life i feel like it's all about trying something new and doing different things. those are the things that would make life meaningful. well, i really have to thank those that were there today and some moral support from the horrible people sam and da bimbo (victoria) . well, maybe you guys are reading this post now.-. oh well. but still thank you guys uh.
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so i stayed in the loft last night and it was fun. i didn't stay with the english drama mates though. i went over to the inline skating. js and i were up to disturb people. after doing all kinds of things to his leg hair, we went around doing it to others too. oh well, it was fun and i look forward to the next week's stay over in loft. thanks to js for being crazy with me in the middle of the night(:
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everything could be done in a nice or not so nice way. like i could say ,"excuse me." as compared to ,''move aside." there's a big difference right? it's not about being nice all the time but gaining respect. if all the while you've just been rude to others, one day when people stop replying you, you should know why. i mean, we are not your salves, but acquaintance, could you at least give us the respect we deserve? the other thing is, if you are a professional director and we are reprimanded by you, we don't mind at all. but you're not. so who are you to order us like dogs and keep saying where we are good at or not when you don'y even understand us in the first place? ughhh. the more i think of it the more frustrated i get. forget it.
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anyway, today's a nice day
night to all you readers out there(: