perspective

cuts run deep
blood flows quick
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well, it's the second week of school. maybe the first for some of you. how is it? hopefully it's fun for all of you guys, if you have your friends. well for me, it's been hectic and stressful. NP50 performance  is 7 days a week and that includes tutorials and strained relationship with my bro. well, some things happened and it kind of felt as though my brother and i are just normal friends now. on the other hand, my friends in school, drama mates, the egyptians(my horrible group of people) and eve(: have been great friends. classmates were nice. i actually got asked to be in the a group for projects but it will probably be some work in this group. oh well, it's better then being in none. it's midday and so far, i feel great. thanks to all of you out there that had accepted me for who i am and being retarded with me all the time. though i seldom say this, but i love you all.  thanks for making my midday and today a easy one for me to pass by.
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perspective
everyone view things differently. i know i have said this before, but bear with me. i personally feel that emotions affects one views. when you're sad, you'll feel that everything is better of that way. while happy, everything is fine and funny. well, he had been feeling down due to a break up and it's like he is locked up in his own world. i feel as though i don't understand him anymore. as in it's hard to communicate with him. he is in his own world and he wants me to see it the way he does. to be truthful, i have been cutting myself for that. cause it had gone to a point that i feel like i am have no rights in a sense to be his sis. the way he explained himself and types the message felt like he disowned me. maybe i deserved it.
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to all those out there,
have a great day ahead.