over again, fourteen step

over again
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i woke up feeling too warm. our legs were intertwined. my head was on his arm, while his other arm was over my waist. my eyes was looking directly at his face. he got long eyelashes, distinguished cheekbones, a small mouth and under the sun, his skin glowed. gently i moved out of the bed, it was only eight in the morning. i took another look at him. he look so cute while sleeping. it's too early to be doing anything at his time, but i had the urge to go out for a jog. in quick motion, i opened the closet and put on some clothes. took a sticky note and scribbled out for a jog at the park and quietly paste it on his forehead. i strolled to the living room, picked up my ipod, plugged in my earpiece and headed out the door. outside the sun was strong but it carries a light breeze making the heat bearable. i went down to the pavement and walk towards the park. the first song playing was 'waiting for superman' by daughtry. the trip to the park was short. just enough for a song. at the park i looked for an empty spot to do some simple stretches. despite being a weekday morning the park was crowded with kids and elderly. playing around and walking. people having breakfast, at the same time feeding pigeon. over at the sand pit there are kids attempting to build sand castle and make mud balls. not far from it, some people are painting and drawing.
after my stretches i began jogging to explore the park. then it hit me, i just had sex with christ. how am i supposed to face him when  get back? my mind raced like the adrenaline people have when they are having marathons. he is a friend or was, whichever it is. god knows if he have a girlfriend. which he shouldn't if not he won't be doing this, probably. but everything happened so fast, last night when our eyes locked. his diluted pupils, it feels as though he had been holding back for the whole day.after all this what does that make us? friends with benefits? dating? or already a couple? everything was so complicated. being lost in thought, i tripped over a stone. i lost balance but recovered. i looked around. at this part of the park it was deserted. it seemed weird how one side of the park could be filled with people and sounds but the other is just empty. i searched for a nearby bench and sat down. unplug my earpiece and rested my head back. should i talk to liss about it? or ask dylan? everything became so complicated cause of what we did last night. i closed my eyes and pinch the bridge of my nose then rubbed my temples. if only life could be easier. if only i could ignore everything or pretend nothing happened.
out of the blue, a pair of hands touched my shoulders. i jumped.
CHRIST! i screamed
morning sunshine. he replied cheerfully.
gosh you cannot do that to me. i got the shock of my life
wow, that's exaggerating.
no it's not.
how are you?
fine? and exhausted from the run.
okay.
his eyes avoided my gaze. he sat down beside me and stared at the ground. his thumb twirling around each other. like he was afraid to tell me something. afraid to let me know.
what's wrong? i questioned.
christine, there is something you must know...
his eyes dead serious making me scared of what he was about to say. what is it that is so important?
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that's all for today.
a short one, but nonetheless.
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