Remember when

Remember when I wanted to see you and it was like the easiest thing in the world? When you were just a phone call or a text away. It was just a few minutes and I would be able to see your face. Cause you would travel the distance for me.

Remember when we would text all night? Even if you’d complain and rant that you have work the next day, you would still stay up late to accompany me till I fall asleep. Cause you didn’t want me to be alone, thinking about ridiculous things.

Remember when you actually cared about the things that happened in my life? When you could lie about watching your show, but you were actually staying up late to make sure I would reach home safely after a pub session with my bros. Cause you were afraid that I would get too drunk and do stupid stuff.

Remember when we would go out and do shit stuff together? Even when we run out of topics to talk about, there would still be ridiculous things to talk about. Cause we were that comfortable with each other.

Remember when you stayed over at my place because no one would be home for a week and I was starting to be paranoid? You were worried that I would stay out late because I didn’t want to return to a cold and empty house. Cause I would suffer from insomnia.

Remember when we would watch movies and you always surprise me by bringing two jackets? You were the first that I had ever met with such a gesture. You just said that you were afraid that I wouldn’t bring one. You were the only one that had gone a further mile for me.

Remember when we would create stories through text messages like it was a miracle that the stories were actually good? It was the only thing I did with you, because it was special. You were the one that exposed me to a larger world of stories.

Remember when I was down and I couldn’t get my thoughts right and you were there? Even if it was through the phone, you were always there to support me mentally, telling me to put myself before others. To stop all the self-harming and focus on finding a solution.

Everything seemed so easy before, but what made it change? What made us so far apart? What happened to “reply you later” or “talk to you later’? Guess I would never know, since you never really replied or texted back.

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Goodnight midnight bunnies:3