what happened yesterday was gone

what is going to happen we will never know

what just happened is what i regretted

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well i don't feel like posting anything today. so shall

share a little story and fly away.

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i sat at the bus stop, jerking my head back as long as

there is a movement. as soon as my hopes are lifted,

it sank. it was not your feature. the promise that you

make were always empty. willing at first and later

going back on your words for most of the times we met.

i looked at my phone. your face. smiling so happily like

you are the happiest guy on earth. however the face i

seen just now, it was the total opposite. your frown

facing the ground. putting effort to smile only when

i called your name. you sat there unwilling to move,

not wanting to get up from the chair. i took the keys

and opened the door went back and put it in your hands.

the last sight of you, still looking down. i close the door.

tears at the brim of my eye, not wanting to break down

the second time at his house. i felt disappointed, you

expected me to share all my problems with you. on

the other hand you didn't want to do the same. you

seemed difficult at times. i strode to the gate. taking

a step out, still hoping you did come out of your room.

the room door remain closed, untouched. i closed the

main door turned and walked away.

the bus came i hastily went up.regretting going over.

no. i shoudn't have poured my feelings out.

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that's all i think

nights all~