i actually felt like i am being back to how i used to be.

that fragile, weakling that had eventually changed

and become to another person that have a strong wall

that prevent myself from being hurt.

well, a big round of applause to those people from the first three

pictures you guys made me smile after such a long

time. i finally smiled without faking one after such a long time.

i felt happy for the first time in such a long run.

i felt relieve. HAPPY like finally. after all the recent brawling,

the recent cryings, the recent memories that just come back after

seeing something that remind me of the past,to hurt me, the

recent sarcasms, the recent action that SOME PEOPLE did

and did not apologise after hurting me physically.[not that it hurt]

*

it's my first time getting approval my parent's allowed me

to be out with my friends at night. [thanks a lot!!]

i love all my friends though i might accidently insult them

without knowing.i didn't mean it. but if you think it is, so

be it. no point explaining if you already think and confirmed with

yourself that i did it on purpose.

*

ronnie, i love you lots and you gotta know, i might not be fully

committed but i will come back to you no matter what. i just

want to enjoy life while i still can. i want to become back to that

girl that once run on the field freely. that girl that once thought

that she rule her own world and only has to be thoughtful about

my own feelings. the recent friendship shit is making me

behave that pessimistic. i don't want to be like that. i just

need time. and trust me my grades are temporary i will promise

to score higher then this. i promise(:

*

lastly i want to thank those that actually made me smile

not that you guys put in any effort. it's just that i found myself

back. it was really really nice of you all(:

SO REALLY BIG THANKS TO:

LITING

WEICONG

NIGEL

SENGKOK

QIMING

JINGKANG

WEIJIAN

BENNY

JIANHUI

SEANLIEW

RAIHAN

GABRIEL

ZIHAO

WENLONG

THANKS A LOT!!!!!

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST(: