him, you, her

the only reason i have yet
changed my profile picture,
is because you liked it.
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alright alright, but i guess i'll
change it soon. it's getting old.
anyway, exams are up for poly
students well, if yours are over
and done with, congrats!!
enjoy your holiday from now on then(:
for me, it's just getting started.
today's gonna be a short post.
about chances, so yeah, here goes
nothing...
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so starting let's give artificial names, to
make it less confusing. so the guy is Ace
the girl-friend is Bee and my bro plus myself.
so both of us had just gotten out of our
relationships. so recently, i had been thinking,
that maybe he won't like me at all. cause
all the while i was only being treated like a
little sis. plus, there is this other girl that
is pretty much into him, from what she does
and act around him. so i just told my friend if i
should look for someone else. cause of our age
difference, and they were friends from the past.
so i felt that maybe they're better off together.
and thanks to this thinking, i got a lecture form my bro.
he asked, what makes you think he is better
off with her? what makes you think she is more
suitable? what do you mean by more suitable?
what make you think you don't stand a chance?
he asked, above all questions, honestly, i didn't
know how to answer any of those. then again
he said, whenever he ask Ace asked him if he like
Bee, he would always decline and say that they are
just friends. but whenever he asked about me, Ace
would just try to change the topic. or avoid the question.
well, i was in the state of doubt. well that summarizes it.
in conclusion, from this story it's that, always have faith
in yourself. trust that there are always chances you could
take on. believe in what you are capable in.
cause you'll never know what they are thinking.
for me, i'll just hang on to that little hope now.
though i just saw somethings that i shouldn't.
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so good luck.
buh byes.