Thanks for Everything

I guess this is long overdue, but finally after 3 years I actually had the courage to read all these letters that you send to me. I had even forgotten the existence of it till yesterday when I was talking to a friend. Reading through all your letters, initially I thought it would make me cry, but it didn’t. It actually brought a smile to my face. I am glad we happened, even though we are not together anymore. I am just happy to be able to face it after so long. I read through all the letters and I am grateful for all the poems we used to exchange. It was lovely and sweet enough to get me diabetes. So here are some of the poems I would like to share.

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Beneath the pitch black sky,

To myself I would lie.

Together with nature I’d lay.

“I miss you” to myself I’d say.

And now we’d rest

Awaiting the sun to rise

Yes now we’d rest,

Under the moon with life.

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Remember the past where all’s well

A story only us could tell.

Under the stars, showered in moonlight.

Waking up to you,

My first sight.

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Whenever clouds hover above me,

I would remember you,

Once walking with me under the rain.

When I sit on the sofa,

I would recall that you once,

Let me rest my head on your laps.

When I blast the music,

While going to school,

I will remember that you once,

Meet in the morning and go to school together.

I remember the times,

When I resisted the urge to hit you,

And let you dig things out of me.

I miss the times,

You hold my hands and send me home.

I cry for the times,

Our tongues touches,

Sending heartaches deep inside.

I get upset,

Seeing the presents you gave me,

Knowing that will never happen again.

I regretted for the choice we made

If I could wish upon a star,

I wish it will never end this way.

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Walk down the stairs and you’ll find me.

Give me a call and you’ll hear me.

Send me a text and I’ll reply almost instantly.

At wherever you’ve made your choice,

Let me know.

So that at least I know that the girl who was

Once the best girl ever is moving on.

But indefinitely, I will still love you.

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Your feelings, I’ve come to understand

How much hardship you’ve withstand

But fret not my dear, for I’ll be here

For all that you fear

Remember I’ll always be here.

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That’s all of the poems we exchanged that I found and still love. Thanks so much for the memories.

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Goodnight midnight bunnies